Catherine
5/10/2016 08:10:59
"I think we are all set. I'm going to leave this door open ok in case either of you need anything." -Catherine
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Sandra
5/10/2016 08:18:04
"O-ok. Thank you Catherine." I sigh as you walk out. For hours I lay in bed, unable to get to sleep despite my tiredness. Finally I get up and go into the bathroom, shutting the door. I manage to sit on the floor where I burst into tears and start crying uncontrollably as if my heart would break. -Sandra
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Mark
5/10/2016 15:33:03
My head lolls feverishly across the pillow. "No! No stop! No! NO!" I scream out. -Mark
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Sandra
5/10/2016 15:40:00
I look up, startled, hastily dry my eyes and hurry over to you. "M-Mark? Mark it's ok I'm right here," I try to soothe you. -Sandra
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Mark
5/10/2016 15:50:13
My back arches off the bed as I scream out. In my nightmares Lillian is digging her knife into me, trying to get the chip out. -Mark
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Sandra
5/10/2016 15:55:33
"Mark?" I call again, hesitating before laying a hand on your shoulder. -Sandra
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Mark
5/10/2016 19:16:20
I flinch violently as I scream out again. "Stop! Stop. No!" I scream. -Mark
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Sandra
5/10/2016 19:20:08
I nudge you a little. "Mark it's Sandra. Come on wake up please," I beg. -Sandra
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Mark
5/11/2016 08:53:12
I cry out as my eyes open. I bolt up, gripping the sheets with crushing force. -Mark
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Sandra
5/11/2016 08:56:12
I sit down on the bed and place my hand on top of yours. "Mark it's ok. It was just a dream." -Sandra
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Mark
5/11/2016 15:46:19
I take trembling breaths as I try to get myself under control. -Mark
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Sandra
5/11/2016 18:17:50
"Are you OK?" I ask worriedly. -Sandra
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Mark
5/11/2016 19:40:41
"It-it haunts me. Project cobalt. Every training session. Every mission. Every death. Every failure. They haunt me. Th-there's no escape...ever." -Mark
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Sandra
5/11/2016 19:44:12
"Oh Mark..." I whisper sympathetically as I wrap my arms around you in a hug and rest my head fondly against your shoulder. "I'm so sorry." -Sandra
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Mark
5/12/2016 01:52:25
I hold you gently in my arms, trembling a little from fear and fever. -Mark
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Sandra
5/12/2016 02:40:59
"Mark listen," I murmur softly, trying to help you relax. "No matter what happens I'll be here for you. I'll always love you Mark." -Sandra
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Mark
5/12/2016 06:29:40
I rest my forehead on yours. "I love you Sandra. I love you so much." -Mark
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Sandra
5/12/2016 06:33:19
I let my eyes close as I relax and I nearly fall asleep. -Sandra
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Mark
5/12/2016 07:25:51
"Let-let's try to go back to sleep." -Mark
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Sandra
5/12/2016 07:35:00
I jerk out of my doze with a start. "Huh? Oh. Yeah, ok," I mumble as I move to the other side of the bed and lay down." -Sandra
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Mark
5/12/2016 12:50:12
I do as well and soon drop off into an exhausted and restless sleep. -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/12/2016 13:33:58
I wake up about 6 to nearly excruciating pain from a cramp in my foot. I cry out, waking Mark up. -Sandra
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Dylan/Mark
5/12/2016 15:37:21
"Yeah. Let's," I say with a grin. -Dylan
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/12/2016 15:52:00
"That was a pretty long nap," I tease. "It's morning!" -Kelsey
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Mark/Dylan
5/12/2016 19:26:17
I turn to you. My eyes are narrowed with hatred. "Y-you!" -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/12/2016 19:31:42
"I know you were. That's why I didn't wake you up." I get out of bed and open the curtains. "Looks like another sunny day." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
5/13/2016 02:51:56
"Good. I wonder how Mark and Sandra are." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/13/2016 03:10:32
"It's still early. I'm sure they'll call to wish Grace a happy birthday later." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
5/13/2016 07:09:50
"I'm worried about them." -Dylan
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Sandra/Frank/Kelsey
5/13/2016 07:24:05
"Aren't we all," I sigh. "Mark never gets well enough to actually be the person he could be." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
5/13/2016 12:38:43
"He was doing well for a while. We've got to find a way to get him out if Cobalt." -Dylan
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Sandra/Frank/Kelsey
5/13/2016 13:51:37
"I really don't think he'll be able to leave Dylan," I sigh as we head downstairs. -Kelsey
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Mark/Catherine/Dylan
5/13/2016 14:26:39
"He's going to go crazy if we don't do something." -Dylan
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Sandra/Kelsey/Frank
5/13/2016 14:42:34
"Mark listen to me. I'm your dad Mark. I know your fever is making you think otherwise but I'm not here to hurt you son," I assure you as I step back. -Frank
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Dylan/Mark/Catherine
5/13/2016 21:02:42
"Ok. So what colors should we make it?" -Dylan
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Sandra/Frank/Kelsey
5/13/2016 21:20:02
"Grace likes pink but she also likes the Union Jack flag. How in the world did you get her so obsessed with England Dylan?" -Kelsey
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Dylan/Catherine/Mark
5/13/2016 21:36:07
I grin. "Must be in her blood." -Dylan
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Sandra/Kelsey/Frank
5/14/2016 02:42:34
I sigh inwardly and help you back to your feet. "Come on Mark, back to bed." -Frank
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Dylan/Catherine/Mark
5/14/2016 04:22:54
I grin. "Oh come now. Admit it. You would think it absolutely adorable if she talked with a British accent." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra/Frank
5/14/2016 05:07:50
"She already does and I'll admit it's adorable. Everyone in this house has an accent but me," I smirk. -Kelsey
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Dylan/Catherine/Mark
5/14/2016 07:19:45
"You could learn you know. You'd have an excellent teacher." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra/Frank
5/14/2016 11:06:34
I go into the bathroom and wet a cloth before laying it over Mark's head. "Think you can take some pills for that fever Mark?" I ask anxiously. -Frank
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Dylan/Mark/Catherine
5/14/2016 17:23:58
I grin as I hold you close. "You could indeed," I say as I kiss you. -Dylan
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Frank/Kelsey/Sandra
5/14/2016 17:50:11
"I-I think it's a bit better now. It comes and goes." -Sandra
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Catherine/Dylan
5/15/2016 04:02:22
"O-ok. Sandra think you can get up so we can go back to your room?" -Catherine
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Frank/Kelsey
5/15/2016 04:08:15
"Alright dear," I agree as I sit back down. "They're looking pretty good!" -Kelsey
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Catherine/Dylan
5/15/2016 04:36:43
"Wait, so you aren't going for an IV?" -Catherine
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Kelsey/Frank
5/15/2016 05:24:23
"Oh really? I can see that!" I say, reasing right back. Then my voice and tone grow more serious. "Seriously Dylan that woman that thought you were boring was totally wrong." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Catherine
5/15/2016 08:19:24
I grin. "Thanks dear." -Dylan
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Frank/Sandra/Kelsey
5/15/2016 08:49:38
I chuckle. "I love your grin." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Catherine
5/15/2016 10:14:49
I grin. "Thanks darling." -Dylan
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/15/2016 10:24:05
I smile and bend over my work again. "And.....done!" I call a few minutes later. -Kelsey
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Catherine/Dylan
5/15/2016 10:47:59
"Wow! It's looks perfect for our little princess!"
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/15/2016 11:01:03
"Indeed it does! Let's hang it up under the archway by the stairs so she'll see it when she comes down." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Catherine
5/15/2016 18:31:46
"Ok. Fetch me the tape." -Mycroft
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/15/2016 18:35:52
"Wh-what do you mean?" -Sandra
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Dylan/Mark/Catherine
5/15/2016 21:07:00
"Ok. If you could just hold it while I tape this side up." -Dylan
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Sandra/Kelsey/Frank
5/16/2016 02:07:32
"Of course!" I grab the other end of the banner. -Kelsey
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Dylan/Catherine
5/16/2016 06:24:28
"Frank? Are you alright?" I call. -Dylan
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Sandra/Frank
5/16/2016 06:33:37
"Haven't you ever fallen off a bed?" I ask. -Sandra
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Dylan/Catherine
5/16/2016 06:48:56
"But there's a reason you're here." -Dylan
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Frank/Sandra
5/16/2016 06:54:29
"Of course I wouldn't just stay there. But my shoulder hurt so badly I couldn't get up." -Sandra
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Catherine/Dylan
5/16/2016 10:13:21
"But how did you get there in the first place?" -Catherine
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/16/2016 10:25:20
I stare after Frank. "That's not like him at all. Something's wrong." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Catherine
5/16/2016 15:33:30
"Want me to go check?" -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/16/2016 17:03:40
I stare at the floor and don't say anything. -Sandra
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Catherine/Dylan
5/16/2016 20:45:52
"Sandra, please as my sister. Please tell me the truth." -Catherine
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Frank/Sandra
5/16/2016 21:00:47
I sigh as I turn around. "Yes?" -Frank
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Dylan/Catherine
5/17/2016 06:24:08
"What's going on frank?" -Dylan
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Sandra/Frank
5/17/2016 06:29:26
I seem really reluctant to say anything. "I think Mark's PTSD is is worse than any of us realized. He's so unpredictable." I show you the gun. "Sandra was on the floor and Mark had this. He had no idea what he was doing." -Frank
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Dylan/Catherine
5/17/2016 08:25:30
I pale. "H-he would n-never hurt anyone r-right?" -Dylan
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Frank/Sandra
5/17/2016 08:31:31
Tears spring to my eyes. I sit up and get out of bed. "E-excuse me," I whisper, not trusting my voice. I go to the bathroom and lock myself in. -Sandra
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Dylan/Mark
5/17/2016 10:53:18
"It's just the fever. Once it breaks he'll be fine." I sound like I'm trying to convince myself. -Dylan
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Sandra/Frank
5/17/2016 11:06:14
"C-Catherine please h-help Mark," I say. My voice is trembling like I'm crying. -Sandra
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Catherine/Dylan
5/17/2016 12:18:56
"Wh-what can I d-do. I-I'm not a doctor." -Catherine
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Sandra/Frank
5/17/2016 12:23:03
I nod. "Thank you Dylan. You're a good man." I clap a hand on your shoulder and walk out. -Frank
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Mark
5/17/2016 15:44:48
I whimper as my back arches off the bed again. "S-s-Sandra!" I cry out, clearly not very lucid. -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/17/2016 15:49:13
"Mark I'm right here. It's me, Sandra," I call again, staying just out of your reach. -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
5/17/2016 15:58:53
I whimper and spasm again. -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/17/2016 16:03:43
I cautiously reach out and take your hand. -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
5/17/2016 18:14:11
"I-I don't know. Frank was pretty closed mouth about it." -Dylan
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/17/2016 18:23:50
I sigh. "Maybe we can visit later. Barbara's gonna be here in a bit and we still need to make the cupcakes." -Kelsey
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Mark/Dylan
5/17/2016 19:09:20
I shiver violently with fever. -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/17/2016 19:17:35
"Help me bake the cupcakes? I'd make them from scratch but I'm sick half the day now so I just bought a mix this time. Grace won't know any better." I sigh tiredly. -Kelsey
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Dylan
5/17/2016 20:08:09
"Ok so we need eggs and milk and oil." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Frank
5/17/2016 20:16:30
"Yep. Grace hates storebought frosting though. Think you can whip something up?" -Kelsey
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Catherine/Dylan/Mark
5/18/2016 03:26:05
"Thanks frank." -Catherine
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Sandra/Frank/Kelsey
5/18/2016 04:58:09
"I figured. Thanks hon," I smile as I pull out the box of cupcake mix. -Kelsey
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Mark/Dylan
5/18/2016 06:11:38
I moan, my breath coming in harsh pants as sweat rolls down my face. -Mark
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Sandra/Frank/Kelsey
5/18/2016 06:25:54
"Shh Mark, it's alright," I whisper, brushing stray hair out of your face. -Sandra
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Catherine/Dylan
5/18/2016 08:29:28
I come upstairs with a cup of coffee. "How's he doing?" -Catherine
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Frank/Kelsey
5/18/2016 08:37:28
"Y-yeah, I'm a-alright," I answer shakily. -Kelsey
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Catherine
5/18/2016 08:45:55
I go over and open the window. Then I pull the sheets off Mark. -Catherine
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Frank/Sandra
5/18/2016 08:48:32
"Thank you Catherine," I say as I sponge the sweat off of Mark. -Frank
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Catherine/Dylan
5/18/2016 11:50:42
"Go to bed Sandra. I'll keep an eye on him." -Catherine
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/18/2016 14:05:23
"N-no, I'm fine," I reply, straightening. "I need to eat breakfast." -Sandra
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Mark/Catherine/Dylan
5/18/2016 15:15:39
"But you need sleep. It could be a while before his fever breaks." -Catherine
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/18/2016 15:19:32
"I'll take a nap after I eat," I promise. "Mark it's ok. I'm right here." I squeeze your hand. -Sandra
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Catherine/Dylan
5/18/2016 18:18:31
"Ok, well then go get something to eat and then nap." -Catherine
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/18/2016 18:33:17
"Oh Dylan you're so sweet!" I grin up at you and give you a hug. -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
5/18/2016 19:14:00
I chuckle as I hold you close. -Dylan
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Frank/Grace
5/18/2016 19:22:45
I stumble down the stairs, rubbing my eyes sleepily. "Good morning," I mumble. "Oh yeah! It's my birthday!" -Grace
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Dylan/Mark
5/18/2016 19:35:01
I clench my fists then relax again. -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/18/2016 19:39:14
I squeal with laughter. "Higher Daddy higher!" -Grace
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Dylan/Catherine
5/18/2016 20:18:28
"Look! The magic unicorn is taking off!" I cry as I lift you higher. -Dylan
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Grace/Frank
5/18/2016 20:23:58
"I-I hope so." -Frank
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Catherine/Dylan
5/18/2016 20:31:39
"Are you a magic flying princess?" -Dylan
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Frank/Sandra
5/18/2016 20:39:55
"Other than pray I don't think there's much else we can do," I sigh as Sandra finally falls into an exhausted sleep. -Frank
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Dylan/Catherine
5/19/2016 02:43:09
I grin. "Ready for a special birthday breakfast?" -Dylan
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Grace/Sandra
5/19/2016 02:54:52
I suddenly jerk awake with a gasp. My eyes are wide with fright and my heart is pounding. -Sandra
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Catherine/Dylan
5/19/2016 05:37:23
"well why don't you sit and watch cartoons and I'll make it for you." -Dylan
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Grace/Sandra
5/19/2016 05:49:09
I just stare at you, trying to sort my nightmare from reality. Sweat pours down my face. -Sandra
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Dylan/Catherine
5/19/2016 06:31:17
"Why not?" -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/19/2016 06:35:58
"Oh sorry Dylan, guess this never came up before. I don't let Grace watch cartoons generally. I'd rather her watch something more educational." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
5/19/2016 15:06:28
"What? Not even Tom and Jerry?" -Dylan
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/19/2016 15:12:22
I look over at you. "Mark? I'm right here," I call, swallowing my own fear and wiping the sweat off your face with the cloth. -Sandra
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Dylan/Mark
5/19/2016 17:05:55
I look at you with glassy eyes. "Wh-what happens?" -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/19/2016 17:09:51
I find Grace a show to watch and walk back into the kitchen. "I hope I didn't upset you dear." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
5/19/2016 18:36:10
"Not at all." -Dylan
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/19/2016 18:40:09
"Good. Do you need any help? What are you making?" -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
5/20/2016 08:44:01
"Special birthday pancakes:" -Dylan
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/20/2016 08:49:59
"Oh...that sounds good but I'll get sick if I smell them cooking." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
5/20/2016 14:48:56
"Why don't you go ahead and lay down for a bit?" -Dylan
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/20/2016 15:47:16
"Actually I think I'll make some tea." -Kelsey
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Mark/Dylan
5/20/2016 16:18:51
"Ok. Bottom cabinet." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/20/2016 18:41:12
I quickly follow suit. -Sandra
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Dylan
5/20/2016 20:28:17
"Feeling alright sweetie?" -Dylan
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Kelsey
5/20/2016 20:33:12
"I just don't feel well. I need to be here for you and Grace b-but all I feel like doing is laying on t-the couch." I gasp. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to say that." -Kelsey
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Dylan
5/21/2016 08:34:12
"Sweetheart, you're pregnant. It's not your fault. And it's alright to feel crummy." -Dylan
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Kelsey
5/21/2016 10:21:03
"But I'm supposed to be here for everyone. For you and Grace. I feel like I'm not doing my job." -Kelsey
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Dylan
5/21/2016 11:00:17
"Sweetheart, you've been here for everyone all the time. It's our turn." -Dylan
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Kelsey
5/21/2016 11:05:22
"But it's Grace's birthday! She needs me! I have to be the hostess when Barbara and Garret come." I sigh. "I just need to get through today." -Kelsey
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Dylan
5/21/2016 17:03:56
"Then why don't you nap until the party?" -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/21/2016 18:17:53
I sigh. "I-I guess I will." I slowly walk to the living room and lay down. -Kelsey
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Mark
5/22/2016 09:21:12
I wake up instantly when I hear your cries. "Sandra? You alright?" -Mark
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Sandra
5/22/2016 09:34:23
I jump at your voice. I instantly wipe away my tears and give you a shaky smile. "Yeah! I-I'm fine." -Sandra
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Mark
5/22/2016 16:12:55
"N-no you aren't Sandra. Tell me what's wrong." -Mark
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Sandra
5/22/2016 16:47:17
"Mark I'm fine. Don't worry about it," I say as I give you a kiss.
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Mark
5/22/2016 21:07:27
"Sandra please. No secrets from me." -Mark
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Sandra
5/23/2016 00:52:14
"Really Mark. I'm fine. You have to believe me." -Sandra
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Mark
5/23/2016 08:45:51
"I don't believe you. You have to tell me." -Mark
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Sandra
5/23/2016 08:54:18
I start to sniffle again, and you can tell I'm about to cry. "I j-just want a cat!" Tears trickle down my cheeks. -Sandra
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Mark
5/23/2016 09:37:08
I look at you completely confused. "Y-you want a c-cat?" -Mark
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Sandra
5/23/2016 09:38:07
I nod, practically sobbing now. -Sandra
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Mark
5/23/2016 11:51:06
"Dearest we have Bella. What's prompted this all of a sudden?" -mark
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Sandra
5/23/2016 11:57:33
"I just got to t-thinking!" I blink back more tears. "I d-don't even know w-why I'm c-crying about it." -Sandra
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Mark
5/23/2016 18:48:23
I hug you close and rub your back. "I think this is the hormones talking sweetheart. It's alright." -Mark
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Sandra
5/23/2016 18:55:44
Tears keep rolling down my cheeks. "I-I'm sorry. I feel s-so stupid." -Sandra
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mark
5/23/2016 20:17:11
"Don't. It's alright. You can't help these things." -Mark
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Sandra
5/23/2016 20:22:49
I sigh and relax in your arms. -Sandra
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Mark
5/24/2016 03:24:35
"There see? It's alright." -Mark
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Sandra
5/24/2016 04:52:24
"I love you Mark," I mumble. After a few minutes you see that I have fallen asleep. -Sandra
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Mark
5/24/2016 05:32:28
"Love you too," I whisper as I continue to hold you. -Mark
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Sandra
5/24/2016 05:35:44
The baby kicks, hard enough to wake me up. My eyes flutter open. -Sandra
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Mark
5/24/2016 07:08:02
When you wake you see I'm gone. -Mark
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Sandra
5/24/2016 07:09:28
I sit up in alarm. "M-Mark? Mark!?" -Sandra
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Mark
5/24/2016 07:22:11
Bella comes in and sniffs your hand. She gently tugs on your sleeve, wanting you to follow. -Mark
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Sandra
5/24/2016 07:26:09
I slip out of bed and follow you, sick with worry. -Sandra
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Mark
5/24/2016 07:55:06
Bella leads you downstairs and you see me sitting on the couch. There is a cup of coffee that's been forgotten on the coffee table in front of me. -Mark
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Sandra
5/24/2016 07:58:18
"M-Mark?" I call anxiously, half relieved and still half worried. -Sandra
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Mark
5/24/2016 08:07:11
I turn to you with a start but relax when I see its you. "Oh. Sorry dearest. I hope I didn't wake you." -Mark
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Sandra
5/24/2016 08:26:55
"Oh no you didn't," I hasten to assure you. "Baby kicked. Is everything ok?" -Sandra
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Mark
5/24/2016 08:37:28
"Yeah, everything is fine." -Mark
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Sandra/Grace
5/24/2016 08:44:43
I sit down on the couch beside you. "Don't forget your coffee sweetie," I remind. -Sandra
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Dylan/Mark
5/24/2016 17:55:59
"Alright sweetie. Breakfast is ready go a head and sit down." -Dylan
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Sandra/Grace
5/24/2016 17:59:07
"Wh-where's Mum? I-I mean Mom." -Grace
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Mark/Dylan
5/24/2016 18:49:37
I sigh as I rub my eyes. "I'm fine." -Sherlock
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Grace/Sandra
5/24/2016 18:52:23
"No Mark you aren't." -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
5/24/2016 19:11:36
"I'm fine there's nothing you can do anyways." -Mark
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Sandra/Grace
5/24/2016 19:13:47
"Why?" I ask as I stuff a huge bite of pancakes into my mouth. -Grace
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Dylan/Mark
5/24/2016 19:36:20
"I don't know darling. I'm a doctor and I still don't understand it." -Dylan
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Grace/Sandra
5/24/2016 19:39:01
I finish the coffee. "Want some tea or anything?" -Sandra
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Dylan/Mark
5/24/2016 20:19:04
I chuckle. "I wish I did little one." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/24/2016 20:26:58
"Mark that's my job. And I didn't know you knew how to cook." I stand up and suck in my breath sharply as my back protests. -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
5/25/2016 03:38:55
My jaw drops. "W-wow Kelsey. Y-you look...beautiful!" -Dylan
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Kelsey/Grace
5/25/2016 03:49:34
I nod. "Y-yeah. Just a-a bit sore." -Sandra
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Carrington
5/25/2016 07:38:55
So I was thinking. I believe Mark needs one more thing to set him mentally off the deep end and I came up with the perfect solution. (If you have a different or better idea though please share!) Sandra doesn't like to bother people so she gets herself in a bind when she thinks she can bandage her back herself and can't. Mark ends up having to help her and after he sees what Lillian has done it just sets off a chain reaction of EXTREME over-protectedness and PTSD episodes. What do you think?
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Dylan/Mark
5/25/2016 08:42:56
"Is that what you're wearing tonight?" -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/25/2016 08:52:58
My face pales but I say nothing. -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
5/25/2016 11:31:57
"Alright what do you want for breakfast?" -Mark
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Grace/Sandra
5/25/2016 11:35:20
"Just some cereal and milk I guess. Something simple." -Sandra
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Dylan/Mark
5/25/2016 12:54:17
"Yes! So hurry up and finish your special birthday waffles and then we will get you ready." -Dylan
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Grace/Sandra
5/25/2016 13:03:53
"Thank you dear. But you should eat. Aren't you hungry?" -Sandra
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Dylan/Mark
5/25/2016 14:21:26
"alright. Honey are you helping her get dressed so I can finish dinner preparations?" -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/25/2016 14:24:28
I sigh. "You're never hungry when you ought to be." -Sandra
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Mark/Grace
5/25/2016 15:20:03
"I'm ok. I promise." -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/25/2016 15:44:07
"I hope so Mark. I really do," I sigh as I do ish eating. -Sandra
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Grace
5/25/2016 17:42:00
I gasp with delight before running to it. "I love it!" I cry. -Grace
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/25/2016 18:17:48
I chuckle. "I glad sweetie! Do you want help putting it on?" -Kelsey
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Grace/Mark
5/25/2016 20:56:50
"Oh yes please!" I say excitedly. -Grace
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Grace/Sandra
5/25/2016 21:14:36
"I-I can't get the b-bandages off M-Mark." I look up at you, my eyes brimming with tears. "P-please don't hate me. I-it won't look too nice b-but it'll get better." -Sandra
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Grace/Mark
5/26/2016 05:41:54
I gasp. "I look like a princess!" -Grace
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/26/2016 05:56:06
I smile. "You are a little princess. My little princess." -Kelsey
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Grace/Mark
5/26/2016 06:36:27
I smile as I hug you tightly. "Thank you mama." -Grace
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/26/2016 06:49:21
"Come on sweetie. Let's go show Daddy." -Kelsey
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Mark/Grace
5/26/2016 17:31:12
You see my face pale to the point where I'm translucent. I let go of your hand and grip the counter so tightly my knuckles turn white. -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/26/2016 17:41:54
I take you by the hand and lead you down to Dylan. -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
5/26/2016 19:37:29
"Well well well. Looks like I am in the presence of a princess," I say with a grin as bow deeply. -Dylan
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Sandra/Grace
5/26/2016 19:40:37
"Mama got me the most awesome dress!" I grin. -Grace
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Dylan/Mark
5/27/2016 04:14:28
"Well you look very pretty my dear." -Dylan
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Sandra/Grace
5/27/2016 05:20:39
"When is Garret coming!?" I ask eagerly. -Grace
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Dylan/Mark
5/27/2016 06:00:28
"Soon dearest." I turn to Kelsey. "Should we see if Catherine, frank, Mark, and Sandra would like to come?" -Dylan
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/27/2016 06:08:52
"Of course!" I agree as I grab the phone and dial Catherine's number. -Kelsey
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Mark/Catherine
5/27/2016 09:08:56
"C-can't......" I grip my chest as I continue to breathe raggedly. -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/27/2016 09:15:57
"Hey Catherine! It's Kelsey. We werevwondering if you'd like to come over this afternoon for Grace's birthday party." -Kelsey
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Mark/Catherine
5/27/2016 09:42:54
I grip you hand tightly as I fight to take slower breaths. -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
5/27/2016 09:45:47
"Great! Come around four and dress in your best." -Kelsey
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Catherine/Mark
5/27/2016 10:13:22
"Great! Uh, what about Mark, Sandra, and frank?" -Catherine
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/27/2016 10:24:57
"I'm just about to call and ask them." -Kelsey
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Mark/Catherine
5/27/2016 11:22:34
"Y-yeah. I-I can," I say as I take the bandages with shaking hands. -Mark
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Sandra
5/27/2016 11:37:17
I flinch visibly as you start to replace them and unconsciously move away from you, trying not to whimper in pain. -Sandra
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Mark
5/27/2016 11:44:58
"I-I'm sorry Sandra. I'm s-so so sorry. I swear nothing like this will ever happen to you again." -Mark
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Sandra
5/27/2016 11:47:50
I nod and grip the counter tightly, squeezing my eyes shut. -Sandra
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Mark
5/27/2016 11:59:22
Soon I finish. "There we go. Think you can change mine?" -Mark
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Sandra
5/27/2016 12:03:47
I take a deep, shaky breath. "Y-yeah." -Sandra
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Mark
5/27/2016 12:39:31
I hand you the bandages and lay down so you can get the ones on my stomach. -Mark
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Sandra
5/27/2016 12:47:16
I gently start removing the bandages. -Sandra
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Mark
5/27/2016 14:57:22
I moan and clench my fists as I bite my lip. -Mark
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Sandra
5/27/2016 15:01:08
I remove the bandages. You see my hands begin to tremble. Tears well up in my eyes. "I-I'm sorry M-Mark. I need a m-minute." -Sandra
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Mark
5/27/2016 19:55:00
"O-ok," I say softly. -Mark
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Sandra
5/27/2016 19:59:20
I walk into the kitchen and bury my head in my hands. -Sandra
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Mark
5/28/2016 05:16:24
Once you're gone I sigh as I push myself up slightly and lean back against the bathroom wall. I look at my hands which are trembling slightly. -Mark
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Sandra
5/28/2016 06:39:25
I pace the kitchen, breathing rather fast. "Come on Sandra. Pull yourself together," I tell myself out loud. "It wasn't your fault-" i stop talking and a sob escapes my lips. I sit at the table and bury my head in my arms trying not to cry. -Sandra
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Carrington
5/28/2016 19:32:55
Hope y'all are having a good day ;)
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Mark
5/28/2016 20:40:42
"H-how c-could you l-let that h-happen to h-her Mark? How!" I cry in anguish. -Mark
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Sandra
5/28/2016 20:58:38
I'm in the middle of a very intense mental conflict with myself. Finally I just break down and sob my heart out, too tired and upset to care if Mark hears or not. -Sandra
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Carrington
5/28/2016 21:11:51
Ok...that didn't exactly come out right. I'm not trying to put my mom down. She's amazing and so awesome. I'm just upset because math is really really hard for me and it seems like half my lessons just end with me in tears and I'm sorry for complaining so much this week. I'm usually a very happy person. Goodnight.
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Mark
5/28/2016 21:12:05
I clench my fists. As I try to get up. A pained cry tears itself from my lips as I slump back down again. -Mark
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Sandra
5/28/2016 21:15:34
I stand up and try to get myself under control. When I'm calmer I walk back to the bathroom and silently begin to replace the bandages. My movements are slower and more clumsy than usual. -Sandra
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Mark
5/29/2016 04:34:45
"S-Sandra," I say as I suddenly grab your hand. My voice is clipped with pain. "Y-you don't have to do this." -Mark
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Sandra
5/29/2016 04:50:07
I look up and into your eyes. "D-do what Mark?" I ask slowly, almost hesitantly. -Sandra
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Carrington
5/29/2016 04:55:24
Thank you
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Mark
5/29/2016 07:03:24
"Help me. I-I can manage. Go ahead and lay down. You're tired and I'm sure the baby is kicking plenty." I manage a weak smile. -Mark
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Sandra
5/29/2016 07:11:02
"A little. But I'm almost finished." I go quiet again as I complete my task and climb the stairs. I come back with the bag of medicine, a glass of water and my phone. "Kelsey called and left a message. She wants to know if we want to come over later today for Grace's birthday party." -Sandra
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Mark
5/29/2016 09:38:38
"I-I don't know if that's such a good idea." -Mark
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Sandra
5/29/2016 09:40:26
"It might be fun though...we're supposed to dress up. Might be nice to go out for a bit." -Sandra
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Mark
5/29/2016 15:11:59
I shake my head. "I'd really like it if you stayed here. You're still in pain. You need to heal." -Mark
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Sandra
5/29/2016 15:25:38
I stare at you in shock a moment. Though my face remains expressionless, my eyes show it. "A-alright Mark," I finally agree. My voice is very quiet. I slowly walk out of the room. -Sandra
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Mark
5/29/2016 18:08:06
"I don't want you making or receiving any more calls until I can get a secure phone line installed. They can be traced." -Mark
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Sandra
5/29/2016 18:15:28
I completely freeze in my tracks. My back remains turned to you. I remain motionless for nearly a minute. Finally, I set my phone down and walk upstairs. -Sandra
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Dylan
5/29/2016 18:20:42
"Did you ever hear back from Kelsey?" -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/29/2016 18:30:06
I climb into bed and sob into my pillow. -Sandra
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Dylan
5/29/2016 21:30:34
I grin. "I'm so excited. Did you get a hold of frank?" -Dylan
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Kelsey
5/29/2016 21:53:27
"Yep! He'll be here. Hey...thanks for all the help this week. I really don't know what I'd do without you." I swallow hard and my smile, which has faded, returns. "Grace needed this party. I can't believe she's five." -Kelsey
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Dylan
5/30/2016 05:02:36
I smile. "I think we all needed a party. And I can't believe she's five either. She's growing up too fast." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
5/30/2016 05:22:42
After nearly an hour of sobbing, I have no tears left to cry. I pull my golden hair into a ponytail, take a deep breath and make my way back downstairs looking as if nothing had ever happened. -Sandra
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Barbara/Mark
5/30/2016 06:20:23
"They are under your bed dearest. I'd help you get them but this bloody dress makes it bleeding impossible to bend over in." -Barbara
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Garrett/Sandra
5/30/2016 06:27:19
I walk in quietly and sit down on the couch. -Sandra
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Barbara/Mark
5/30/2016 07:39:34
"Oh dear. Did you check the garage?" -Barbara
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Sandra/Garrett
5/30/2016 07:53:23
"No," I answer as I yank the door open and look around. "Found one..." -Garrett
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Barbara/Mark
5/30/2016 09:24:08
"Alright dear. See if the other one is there." -Barbara
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Garrett/Sandra
5/30/2016 09:41:48
"What do you need me to do?" I ask quietly. -Sandra
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Mark/Barbara
5/30/2016 09:59:11
"I'll need your breath, you fingerprint, and your eye scanned as well as your signature." -Mark
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Sandra/Garrett
5/30/2016 10:02:56
"Why? It's just a mouse." I shrug and drop it. The carcass lands on your foot. "You're awfully pretty Mum." -Garrett
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Barbara/Mark
5/30/2016 16:51:33
I shudder as I kick the rat away. "Thank you love. Ready to go to grace's party?" -Barbara
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Sandra/Kelsey/Garrett
5/30/2016 17:04:01
"What are you going to want blood and voice recognition next?" I ask, trying to make light of the situation. "But what about Catherine and Kelsey and Frank?" -Sandra
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Barbara/Mark/Dylan
5/31/2016 05:19:23
"But sweetheart, it's in a closed container." -Barbara
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Kelsey/Sandra/Garrett
5/31/2016 05:51:34
"Oh. Ok then." I scamper off and grab the container. "Let's go!" -Garrett
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Barbara/Dylan/Mark
5/31/2016 09:39:32
"Ok. Hold on let me text Catherine and have her come pick you up and Kelsey is sending me a horse carriage." -Barbara
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Kelsey/Sandra/Garrett
5/31/2016 09:46:44
"But I wanna ride with you!" -Garrett
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Mark/Grace/Barbara
5/31/2016 11:24:04
I go silent. "I-I failed Sandra. They hurt you. You almost died! The b-baby almost died because I. Failed." -Mark
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Mark/Grace/Barbara
5/31/2016 11:24:34
I go silent. "I-I failed Sandra. They hurt you. You almost died! The b-baby almost died because I. Failed." -Mark
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Kelsey/Garrett/Sandra
5/31/2016 11:33:48
"Mark we're both still here. I love you Mark. I trust you. You make me feel safe." -Sandra
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Mark/Barbara/Grace
5/31/2016 12:59:10
"I know. And this is me protecting you." -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey/Garrett
5/31/2016 15:59:59
I pout and sit on the steps. -Garrett
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Catherine/Grace
5/31/2016 16:05:04
I pull up and honk my horn. "Come on garret! We are going to be late!" -Catherine
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Garrett/Kelsey
5/31/2016 17:26:26
I laugh. "That's right! Mama's going to have a little baby! And you can help me take care of it just like you take care of your baby dolls." -Kelsey
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Grace/Catherine
5/31/2016 20:02:23
I squeal with delight as I hug you tightly. -Grace
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Sandra
5/31/2016 20:03:06
(Add this)
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Kelsey/Garrett
5/31/2016 20:08:03
"I know. I'm just mad." -Garrett
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Grace/Catherine
5/31/2016 21:31:15
"I'm so happy momma. I get a new daddy and a new brother or sister!" -Grace
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Sandra/Kelsey/Garrett
6/1/2016 03:35:14
I remsin silent, holding the goldfish carefully. -Garrett
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Mark/Dylan
6/1/2016 03:41:46
"But the lines aren't secure yet." -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/1/2016 05:20:35
"But Mark it's really rude not to answer." -Sandra
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Barbara/Mark
6/1/2016 06:21:59
The carriage arrives and I climb in. -Barbara
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Sandra/Frank
6/1/2016 06:36:25
"Then we're already compromised Mark." I sigh. "My back is killing me." -Sandra
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Mark/Barbara
6/1/2016 12:42:32
"There is some medicine for you on the counter and a grilled cheese sandwich." -Mark
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Sandra/Frank
6/1/2016 12:49:43
"Grace will be thrilled. Thanks so much for doing this." -Frank
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Barbara/Mark
6/1/2016 17:02:42
"Anything to see her adorable little smile." -Barbara
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Frank/Sandra
6/1/2016 18:35:17
"I don't know Mark. I don't want to bother you." I sit down and try to rub the soreness out of my back. -Sandra
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Carrington
6/1/2016 19:09:16
Oh just for your information, tonight and early tomorrow morning is my last good time to write until Monday because I'm going to the beach. Think we could write a lot!
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Carrington
6/1/2016 19:10:28
?*
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Barbara/Mark
6/1/2016 20:07:57
"How much longer?" -Barbara
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Frank/Sandra
6/1/2016 20:10:36
I sigh with relief. "Thank you. That feels really good." -Sandra
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Mark/Barbara
6/1/2016 20:32:37
I smile. "Good. I'm glad I could help." -Mark
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Frank/Sandra
6/1/2016 20:35:12
"Hold on to your wig then!" I grin as I urge the horse into a fast canter. -Frank
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Barbara/Mark
6/2/2016 03:56:59
You hear my laughter right out as the horse takes off. -Barbara
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Frank/Sandra
6/2/2016 04:25:56
"Make way for the queen!" I yell astonishingly loudly as we pull up in front of the house in a cloud of dust. -Frank
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Dylan/Mark
6/2/2016 15:59:37
"Grace look! Outside! It's the queen!" -Mark
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Grace/Sandra
6/2/2016 18:18:16
You see that I'm unconscious. -Sandra
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Mark/Barbara
6/2/2016 18:46:32
"Oh no!" I struggle to pick you up, ignoring the pain in my stomach. I get you on the couch and then run to the bathroom. I bring back a wet cloth and gently sponge your head. -Mark
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Sandra/Grace
6/2/2016 19:12:22
I race up and give you a hug. -Grace
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Barbara/Mark
6/3/2016 05:19:56
"Hello ,y dear. Someone told me that you were a big fan of the Queen." -Barbara
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Sandra/Grace
6/3/2016 05:25:14
"Yeah yeah! Do you wanna see my bear?!" -Grace
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Mark/Barbara
6/3/2016 15:01:03
"Like baby sore or injured sore?" -Mark
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Sandra/Grace
6/3/2016 17:16:10
"I'll get it!" I yell as I race inside. -Grace
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Mark/Barbara
6/3/2016 19:52:40
"ok. I'll grab your pain medicine and a heat pack for your back." -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/3/2016 20:13:43
"Oh yes. Poor Grace. She hasn't had this much fun since I don't know when. Well come in! The party is inside!" I switch my voice to a British accent and laugh. "Gotta stay in character." -Kelsey
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Carrington
6/4/2016 06:12:02
My sunburn is bothering me so I'm staying in until this evening. :'(
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Carrington Tyson
6/4/2016 10:43:10
It's SOoooo hot outside!!!
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Barbara/Mark
6/4/2016 13:29:50
I grin as I stroll inside in a stately queey fashion. -Barbara
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Sandra/Grace
6/4/2016 16:06:00
I race back downstairs. "Here's my bear! It has the same name as you!" -Grace
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Barbara/Dylan/Mark
6/4/2016 18:14:22
"What a beautiful bear!" I exclaim. -Barbara
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Sandra/Kelsey/Grace
6/4/2016 18:23:43
"I have a doll too! She looks like you!" -Grace
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Mark/Dylan/Barbara
6/5/2016 10:38:59
I go and fetch your medicine and a
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Grace/Sandra/Kelsey
6/5/2016 11:12:10
"I can't go Dylan. I have to stay here and keep an eye on things." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
6/5/2016 14:19:45
"I've got everything here and grace is more than entertained by Barbara. Please. I'm worried." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/5/2016 14:35:35
I sigh. "A-alright." -Kelsey
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Mark
6/5/2016 18:45:57
"M'fine. J-just a bit of pain." -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/5/2016 18:59:52
My smile fades. "Mark sit down. You need a break." -Sandra
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Mark
6/5/2016 19:37:16
"I fine. I still need to finish this alarm system and then change the locks as well as make sure the baby's nursery is secure." -Mark
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Sandra
6/5/2016 19:59:58
"Wait Mark. Take a break. Sit down on the couch with me and I'll give you a massage. And we haven't finished the nursery yet anyway." -Sandra
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Mark
6/5/2016 21:52:59
"I-it's alright. J-just my stomach and chest. N-nothing you can do about it," I say though I seem too weak at the moment to attempt to get up again. -Mark
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Sandra
6/6/2016 05:18:48
"Did you take your medicine?" I ask as I rub your shoulders gently. -Sandra
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Mark
6/6/2016 05:32:00
"Y-yeah. But they have me on a low prescription. Withdrawl remember?" -Mark
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Sandra
6/6/2016 05:45:49
"Oh Mark I'm sorry," I sigh. -Sandra
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Mark
6/6/2016 06:17:00
I'm immediately on alert when I hear the knocking. "S-someone's at the door. Th-there shouldn't be anyone h-here...." -mark
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Sandra
6/6/2016 06:21:08
I slowly stand up. "I'll go see who it is." -Sandra
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Mark
6/6/2016 06:23:14
"N-no!" I say suddenly as I stand up. "You stay. I'll get it." -Mark
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Sandra
6/6/2016 09:29:14
I sit back down, wincing a bit. "Alright. Go ahead." -Sandra
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Mark
6/6/2016 09:53:37
I creep towards the door, cautiously putting my hand on the handle of the pistol that's tucked into the back of my waistband. "Who's there?!" I call. -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/6/2016 10:03:00
"Mark? It's Kelsey!" -Kelsey
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Mark
6/6/2016 10:15:14
I seem to relax a bit as I go to the door. I peek in the window just to be sure before I open. "H-hello Kelsey. What are you doing here?" My face is pale as I pull my shirt down over the pistol so you can't see. -Mark
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Kelsey
6/6/2016 12:58:01
"I came to check on you and Sandra. Dylan and I got worried when you didn't return my call. -Kelsey
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Mark
6/6/2016 14:04:25
"Oh. Sorry bout that but we can't really call or receive calls until I get these phone lines secure so they can't be traced. -Mark
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Kelsey
6/6/2016 15:17:02
My eyes widen a bit. "Is that the only reason you didn't call?" -Kelsey
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Mark
6/6/2016 16:45:00
"Don't make it sound pathetic. That's how the black ring found cobalt." -Mark
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Kelsey
6/6/2016 16:49:54
I glance over at Sandra before turning my attention back to you. "Make what sound pathetic? Mark I was just worried about you and my best friend." -Kelsey
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Mark
6/6/2016 19:42:01
"Well she's fine. We are all fine. I'm well equipped to take care of us and the baby." -Mark
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Kelsey
6/6/2016 19:45:52
"Of course Mark. But why can't you two come to the party?" -Kelsey
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Mark/Barbara
6/6/2016 20:43:56
"Because I don't think it's a good idea right now. Sandra and I are still trying to heal." -Mark
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Kelsey/Grace/Sandra
6/6/2016 20:48:00
"Ummm Mark! Ooh guess what! My Mama is going to have a little baby!" -Grace
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Mark/Barbara
6/6/2016 20:57:20
"I hate to miss it but she passed out earlier. She needs to rest as well as me." -Mark
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Kelsey/Grace
6/6/2016 21:04:13
"Yeah! I can't wait!" -Grace
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Barbara/Mark
6/6/2016 21:36:15
"Do you want a brother or a sister?" -Barbara
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Kelsey/Grace
6/6/2016 21:42:49
"I want a sister!" I answer without hesitation. -Grace
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Barbara/Mark
6/7/2016 07:28:42
I grin. "A sister would be nice. What if you have a brother though?" -Barbara
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Kelsey/Grace
6/7/2016 07:31:22
I shrug. "That's ok too I guess." -Grace
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Barbara/Mark
6/7/2016 18:41:51
I smile. "well we will hope for the best." -Barbara
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Grace/Sandra
6/7/2016 18:47:45
I hastily wipe the tears from my eyes and turn around to face you. "Yes?" I ask with a half smile. -Sandra
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Mark/Barbara
6/7/2016 19:32:48
"What's wrong dearest?" -Mark
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Grace/Sandra
6/7/2016 19:48:12
I sit down on our bed. "Nothing's wrong Mark." -Sandra
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Mark/Barbara
6/7/2016 21:07:46
"Come on darling. Something is wrong." -Mark
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Grace/Sandra/Kelsey
6/7/2016 21:11:55
"Alright. Do you have lots of horses?" -Grace
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Barbara/Dylan/Mark
6/7/2016 22:05:00
"I do. Very beautiful horses." -Barbara
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Kelsey/Sandra/Grace
6/8/2016 03:21:38
I seem a bit upset. "They're ok." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Barbara/Mark
6/8/2016 05:55:22
"Why aren't they coming? Or at least call?" -Dylan
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Grace/Kelsey/Sandra
6/8/2016 06:03:55
"Sure. And I'll help," I offer. -Sandra
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Dylan/Mark/Barbara
6/8/2016 07:25:05
I sigh and shake my head. "Something is really wrong. H-he pointed a gun at frank and Sandra, and he had no idea what he was doing. This PTSD is really bad." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Grace/Sandra
6/8/2016 07:31:41
I stare at you in shock, unable to believe what I just heard. Suddenly I walk out, trying not to lose it. "G-Grace it's time to eat," I call, my voice clipped. -Kelsey
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Barbara/Mark
6/8/2016 08:46:08
"Come along dear," I say as I extend my hand. -Barbara
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Sandra/Grace
6/8/2016 08:51:55
I stand up, holding the dropped utensils. "I'm fine Mark. Just dropped the silverware." -Sandra
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Mark/Barbara
6/8/2016 19:14:16
"S-sorry. J-just jumpy I guess." -Mark
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Sandra/Grace/Kelsey
6/8/2016 19:27:15
"Next to me!" -Grace
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Mark/Barbara/Dylan
6/8/2016 20:27:12
I go to the kitchen. "There's a casserole Dylan and Kelsey made. Want some?" -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra/Grace
6/8/2016 20:36:39
"I like chicken!" I grin as I eye my dinner. -Grace
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Barbara/Mark
6/8/2016 20:41:38
"Hold on. Are we going to pray?" I ask. -Barbara
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Sandra/Frank
6/8/2016 21:04:04
"Of course. I'll pray." I wait as everyone bows their heads and closes their eyes. "Dear Heavenly Father, thank You for this wonderful day. Thank You for Grace and the happiness she brings to me and our family. Please bless her and bless our food. In Your name we pray. Amen." -Frank
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Barbara/Mark
6/9/2016 03:04:59
"Amen. Kelsey dinner looks simply divine." -Barbara
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/9/2016 03:23:46
I'm nearly in tears as I struggle to help you sit down. "Mark what's wrong?" I ask urgently. -Sandra
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Carrington
6/9/2016 03:26:09
P.S. Alright. I'm praying for both her and the surgeons. See ya later! Also, if y'all want to get that drawing game I'd love to play with you!
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Carrington
6/9/2016 20:01:05
Is Carolyn doing ok?
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Dylan/Mark
6/10/2016 06:05:28
"Alright, let's eat. I believe our little birthday princess and the Queen should go first." -Dylan
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Grace/Sandra
6/10/2016 06:10:19
I go over and pick it up. "Mark...why haven't you been taking these?" -Sandra
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Dylan/Mark
6/10/2016 06:36:30
"Frank, you ready for some?" -Dylan
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Sandra/Frank
6/10/2016 06:48:42
"Yep!" I grin, taking a bite. -Frank
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Catherine/Mark
6/10/2016 06:50:17
"Garret and I would like some too!" -Catherine
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/10/2016 06:54:23
I hand you the platter with the chicken. My face suddenly pales. "E-excuse me." I try to calmly walk towards the bathroom. -Kelsey
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Catherine/Mark
6/10/2016 07:12:11
I look concerned at Kelsey but hide it for grace's sake. "Here you are Garrett," I say as I scoop some food into your plate. -Catherine
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Garrett/Kelsey/Sandra
6/10/2016 07:25:23
"I honestly don't know what to tell you dear." -Sandra
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Mark/Catherine
6/10/2016 07:35:36
"It's fine dear. Don't worry about me. I-it dulls and then I'll be ok." -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/10/2016 08:13:15
"But Mark if you don't eat you'll die!" -Sandra
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Mark
6/10/2016 09:06:44
"I-I don't know what else to do." -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/10/2016 09:59:44
After dinner is finished I ask if everyone wants dessert. -Kelsey
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Grace/Mark
6/10/2016 10:53:03
"Yeah! I want dessert!" I cheer. -Grace
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/10/2016 13:17:33
"Maybe listening to music will help." -Sandra
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Barbara/Mark
6/10/2016 13:57:22
"Ooo! What beautiful cupcakes!" -Barbara
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/10/2016 14:05:23
I walk up behind you and let my arms dangle over your shoulders and clasp my hands together as I lean my head against you. "I'm so worried though Mark," I say softly. -Sandra
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Dylan/Mark
6/10/2016 20:20:34
"The idea was all Kelsey," I say with a grin. -Dylan
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/10/2016 20:39:48
I don't say anything else about it but you can see the worry in my eyes as I take the casserole out of the oven. -Sandra
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Mark/Barbara
6/11/2016 07:30:40
"Go ahead and eat love. As soon as my stomach quits hurting I'll try to eat some." -Mark
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Sandra/Grace
6/11/2016 07:45:33
As soon as the song ends I squeeze my eyes shut tight and make a wish before blowing out the candles and giggling in delight. -Grace
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Dylan/Mark
6/11/2016 09:28:59
"Happy birthday my sweet girl," I say as I kiss your cheek. "Now who wants a cupcake?" -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/11/2016 09:36:26
I quietly eat my dinner and wash my plate. Then I check on you before heading upstairs and crawling into bed. -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/11/2016 10:14:34
I watch as everyone eats their cupcakes. "Alright everyone. Let's open presents now." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/11/2016 10:21:02
I fetch the presents and lay them on the table. "Ok Grace. Here's the first one. It is from Frank." -Kelsey
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Grace/Mark
6/11/2016 10:58:25
I tear open the paper excitedly. -Grace
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Frank/Sandra
6/11/2016 11:46:53
My eyes fly open. "Get off! GET OFF!" I scream as I try to shove you away. -Sandra
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Grace/Mark
6/11/2016 19:04:54
I gasp in delight. "Oh thank you grandpa! Thank you!" I cry as I hug you. -Grace
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Frank/Sandra
6/11/2016 19:13:32
I chuckle as I hug you back. "You are very welcome Grace. I'm so glad you like it!" -Frank
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Mark/Dylan
6/12/2016 07:58:14
You accidentally hit my chest as I recoil in pain. "S-Sandra it's Mark. Come on Sandra wake up!" I urge. -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/12/2016 08:51:16
I suddenly seem to recognize you. A look of horror crosses over my face. "I-I'm sorry..." I whisper as my knees buckle. -Sandra
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Grace/Mark
6/12/2016 11:22:48
I squeal excitedly as Catherine produces the fish bowl for me. -Grace
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/12/2016 11:30:00
I bury my face in your shoulder, trembling violently with fear. My heart is racing. -Sandra
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Grace/Mark
6/12/2016 19:39:28
"He's so cute!" -Grace
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/12/2016 20:00:26
"He is indeed. Ok your next gift is from Catherine." -Kelsey
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Grace/Mark
6/12/2016 20:38:32
I tear open the paper eagerly. -Grace
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Catherine/Sandra
6/12/2016 20:50:43
I relax a little at the sound of your voice this time. I slowly turn my head though I don't look up to face you. Even so you can see the wince I have and you realize you're probably hurting my back dreadfully. I sigh quietly and shiver. "W-wasn't y-your f-f-fault..." I finally manage. "M-my dream had n-nothing to do with you o-or Lillian or J-Juhotta." -Sandra
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Mark/Grace
6/13/2016 06:36:53
I look nervous. "What do you mean?" -Mark
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Sandra/Catherine
6/13/2016 06:53:52
"You are very welcome Grace!" I beam as I hug you. "I believe your next gift is from Barbara." -Catherine
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Mark
6/13/2016 08:15:26
I look into your eyes. "Sandra please?" -Mark
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Sandra
6/13/2016 08:18:59
I shake my head fearfully. "N-no. I can't t-tell you." -Sandra
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Mark
6/13/2016 11:49:30
"Was it about......what you told me before? About the abuse?" -Mark
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Sandra/Grace
6/13/2016 11:58:32
I stiffen so suddenly that I cry out in pain. I stare down at the floor. "I don't want to talk about it," I mumble. -Sandra
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Mark/Varbara
6/13/2016 14:36:49
I look concerned but nid. "O-ok Sandra." -Mark
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Sandra/Grace
6/13/2016 16:48:45
I eagerly take it. -Grace
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Barbara/Mark
6/13/2016 19:20:14
I lead you out to the stables and to a stall at the very end. Inside you see a caramel Shetland pony with a big bow in his mane. -Barbara
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Sandra/Grace
6/13/2016 19:25:34
My jaw drops. I GOT A PONY!!" I scream. -Grace
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Mark/Barbara
6/13/2016 20:09:02
I grin. "Well then we can watch one that isn't sad." -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey/Grace
6/13/2016 20:29:38
I hand Grace a little saddle and bridle and point to a tack box filled with brightly coloured brushes. "And this is for you too Grace," I smile as I wrap my arm around Dylan. -Kelsey
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Mark/Dylan
6/14/2016 08:08:48
I grin as I hold Kelsey close. "You can name him whatever you want dearie." -Dylan
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Sandra/Grace/Kelsey
6/14/2016 08:17:22
"Maybe Dylan can teach you how to ride tomorrow Grace. But it's getting kinda late tonight." -Kelsey
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Barbara/Mark
6/14/2016 10:13:25
I turn to grace and bow. "It was a pleasure to be invited to your birthday party princess. You are growing up to be a wonderful young woman. You have every making of a queen." -Barbara
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Sandra/Grace
6/14/2016 10:55:17
"Don't feel like you have to stay awake dear. I'll be fine." -Sandra
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Mark/Barbara
6/14/2016 10:57:35
I nod as I snuggle close to you. Within minutes I'm sound asleep. -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/14/2016 11:32:55
I sip on my tea but I don't really drink it. My hand closes around yours. You're startled awake as a loud neigh wakes you up. I'm shaking with sobs. -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/14/2016 11:49:27
As in dragged awake I find myself disoriented from the sleeping aids I took. I can hear you sobbing. Gun shots ring out on the Telly as the Union soldiers attack the Indians. More and more gunshots and cries ring out. I wake in terror and pull my pistol out rapidly emptying it into the Telly screen. It goes dead and all is still as death. -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/14/2016 11:56:34
I'm staring at you, open-mouthed, too shocked to speak. Finally, I blink. "M-Mark?" -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/14/2016 12:00:30
My shaking hand drops the gun as I come to my sense. "I-I...." My breath is rapid as my heart pounds in my chest. -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/14/2016 12:10:30
"I'm a bit upset that you didn't tell me about what Mark did when you first found out." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
6/14/2016 12:26:55
"N-no! I need it.....j-just in case." -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/14/2016 12:33:28
I sigh and stare off into the distance in silence for a while. "It-it's ok," I reply. I lay back on the concrete and watch the stars. "Ever been stargazing?" I ask. -Kelsey
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Mark/Dylan
6/14/2016 12:42:15
"Never." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/14/2016 13:09:18
"Well it's fun," I grin. "See?" I point to the stars. "There's the Big Dipper and Orion's belt and the North Star." I lay my head on your shoulder. "I'm not hurting you am I?" -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
6/14/2016 13:37:29
"Not in the least," I grin. "Show me some more." -Dylan
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/14/2016 13:45:14
"Hmm...ok. There's Gemini." I point a few more out, briefly explaining about the origin of them and interesting facts before I go quiet. -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
6/14/2016 19:17:24
I soften a bit. "Now why don't you go to bed ok?" -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/14/2016 19:23:25
"Yeah. Everything is fine." I sit up. "I'm going to bed. Coming?" -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
6/14/2016 19:39:04
"Yeah. I'm exhausted." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/14/2016 19:43:19
I laugh. "Bet I'm more tired," I reply as I head into the bathroom to put on my pj's. When I'm done I crawl into bed. -Kelsey
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Mark/Dylan
6/14/2016 21:11:39
I rush out to help you. "Goodness Sandra. Making something with oranges?" -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/14/2016 21:23:27
I sigh. "I-I'm scared Dylan." -Kelsey
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Mark/Dylan
6/14/2016 22:01:20
"Probably your cravings are kicking in." -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/14/2016 23:23:17
I stare at you in amusement. "You seem to know more about being pregnant than I do!" -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/15/2016 07:00:40
I grin. "Well I did fly with Dylan for a while." -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/15/2016 07:12:20
"What does that have anything to do with this?" -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/15/2016 07:24:49
"Well I use to help Dylan study for med school so I remember stuff from that." -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/15/2016 07:33:18
"Goodnight," I whisper back. -Kelsey
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Mark
6/15/2016 07:35:10
"Your welcome. Now are you going to eat these now or do you want me to go ahead and put them away?" -Mark
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Sandra
6/15/2016 07:42:19
I take two out of the crate. "I'll eat these and put the rest away. Don't worry about it." -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/15/2016 08:44:55
You hear grace and I chattering downstairs. -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/15/2016 08:51:49
"What about the holes in the wall?" -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/15/2016 18:18:33
"I'll patch those. Hopefully it won't put a dent in the cost of the house when we sell it." -Mark
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Kelsey/Grace/Sandra
6/15/2016 19:07:12
"Yum! Then can we go riding?!" -Grace
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Mark/Dylan
6/15/2016 20:09:25
"No. Not alone. I'll go with you." -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/15/2016 20:20:26
"Mornin'," I mumble as I pour myself a bowl of cereal. I eat quickly. "I'm going back to bed." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
6/15/2016 20:45:34
"Yeah. About that. I don't want you going anywhere else without me. Not even outside. It's dangerous and I need to protect you." -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/15/2016 21:01:03
""Yeah...fine..." I mumble unconvincingly as I climb the stairs and nearly throw myself into bed. -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
6/16/2016 06:04:04
I look concerned. "Gracie? Just stay here and finish your lunch and then we'll go ride. Just let me check on momma very quickly. -Dylan
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Sandra/Grace
6/16/2016 06:14:56
"Ok!" I agree happily. -Grace
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Dylan/Mark
6/16/2016 06:49:52
I go upstairs. "Sweetheart? Everything alright?" -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/16/2016 06:55:23
"Well I'll probably be tired then anyway," I say as I step outside. -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/16/2016 14:30:38
I follow you outside. -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/16/2016 14:42:05
I take your hand in mine as we walk along the sidewalk. -Sandra
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Mark/Sandra
6/16/2016 19:18:46
"Boy it's a nice day," I say though I look on edge. -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/16/2016 19:24:19
"Yeah. Hey Mark do you have any name ideas for the baby?" -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/16/2016 19:48:02
"Ummmm. I really love mcKenzie for a girl. And boy? Well, I like Barnaby or Oliver." -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/16/2016 19:54:59
"Mark...I had an ultrasound remember? It's a boy. What about Jacob or...I really like Zachary." -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/16/2016 21:07:51
"Hm? Sorry. G-guess I'm not thinking clearly."'I shake my head a bit and jump nervously when I hear something make a twig snap. "Did you hear that?" -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/16/2016 21:13:50
"Y-yeah," I mumble as I stand up and grab my jacket. "I'll be back later. I need some time." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
6/16/2016 21:31:05
"That noise! Someone's coming for us. We have to go, now!" Before you can protest I pick you up and take off at a full run bringing you swiftly back to the house. I gently set you on the couch before going to the door and locking it. -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/16/2016 21:38:28
Tears of pain well up in my eyes as I try to hold back whimpers. -Sandra
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Mark
6/16/2016 21:59:08
"Shh! They'll hear you! Just be very quiet,"'I whisper as I creep to the window and lift up the blinds just enough to peek at who is outside. -Mark
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Kelsey
6/16/2016 22:04:33
I sigh and knock again. "Mark? Sandra?" My voice doesn't sound quite like my own. -Kelsey
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Mark
6/17/2016 05:20:51
I quickly go to the door and unlock it. "Hey sis. You alright?" -Mark
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Kelsey
6/17/2016 05:26:16
"Yeah-uh...no. Hey I was wondering if Sandra could come me and go out for coffee." Even though I'm not crying you can tell I have been. -Kelsey
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Mark
6/17/2016 06:41:06
"Um, she really needs to rest. And isn't caffeine not good for pregnant women?" -Mark
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Kelsey
6/17/2016 07:20:43
"We can get tea then." -Kelsey
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Mark
6/17/2016 13:24:05
"I-I don't think it's a good idea." -Mark
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Sandra
6/17/2016 13:40:22
I look crushed. "Mark please." -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/17/2016 18:00:42
"honey, I can't look after you if you're out." -Mark
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Sandra/Kelsey
6/17/2016 18:06:41
Tears come to my eyes. "I-I'm sorry Kelsey," I say. My voice is hardly above a whisper. I leave the room without another word. -Kelsey
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Dylan
6/17/2016 19:52:46
"Ok dearie. Come on," I say as I go out to the stable. -Dylan
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Sandra/Grace
6/17/2016 19:56:34
I run over to Posh. "Hi Pony!" I squeal. -Grace
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Dylan/Mark
6/17/2016 20:11:58
"Let's get him saddled up!" I say with a grin. -Dylan
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Sandra/Grace
6/17/2016 20:16:06
"I need help!" -Grace
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Dylan/Mark
6/18/2016 06:14:14
"Ok." I lead posh out to the isle and teather him so we can saddle him. "Ok go fetch your saddle." -Dylan
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Sandra/Grace
6/18/2016 06:23:22
I run into the tack room and return with it. "I got the saddle pad too!" I announce. -Grace
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Dylan/Mark
6/18/2016 17:32:01
"Ok so first we put down the pad and then the saddle." -Dylan
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Grace/Sandra
6/18/2016 17:56:11
"Mark I said I'm sorry," I whisper as I turn away from you and lay down on the bed. -Sandra
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Dylan/Mark
6/18/2016 21:04:22
I put the pad and the saddle on and cinch it up. -Dylan
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Grace/Sandra
6/18/2016 21:09:36
"I know. I know Mark. You're just trying to protect me. I get it." -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/18/2016 23:52:24
"You know I do this cause I love you right? I don't think I could live if I didn't have you. There would be nothing that held me together." -Mark
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Sandra/Grace
6/19/2016 03:39:03
"I'll always love you Mark. No matter what," I answer quietly. -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/19/2016 06:00:31
I sigh. "I know. Now I've got some things I need to do around here. You should rest." -Mark
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Grace/Sandra
6/19/2016 06:43:35
"Yay!" I follow you outside. "Can I get on?" -Grace
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Carrington
6/19/2016 07:44:34
I don't think we're quite on the same page concerning Mark and Sandra's ideas. Here's What I was thinking but if you have a better idea please share!
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Dylan/Mark
6/19/2016 12:24:34
"Do you think you can on by yourself?" -Dylan
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Sandra/Grace/Kelsey
6/19/2016 12:36:17
I arrive back at the house. -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
6/19/2016 14:20:03
"Honey! Come get the camera out here!" -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/19/2016 14:33:50
I run out and hand it to you but I'm not smiling. -Kelsey
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Mark/Dylan
6/19/2016 15:30:43
"WHERE THE HECK WERE YOU!? I've been out EVERYWHERE!" I bellow angrily. -Mark
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/19/2016 15:34:47
"Just having a bad day," I reply. -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
6/19/2016 15:54:01
"want to talk about it?" -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/19/2016 16:02:53
"I thought I told you this morning." -Kelsey
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Dylan/Mark
6/19/2016 18:53:16
"I know but something's up. I can see it. You're angry." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Sandra
6/19/2016 19:04:38
Tears trickle down my cheeks. "I-I'm sorry Mark! I-I'm s-so sorry! P-please! I didn't mean any h-harm." -Sandra
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Mark/Dylan
6/19/2016 19:28:31
I pale. "Something's wrong Kelsey. We need to intervene." -Dylan
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Kelsey/Grace/Sandra
6/19/2016 19:34:12
"M-Mark I-I..." I duck my head and try to walk away. -Sandra
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Carrington
6/19/2016 19:37:14
Can you please reply on the new blogpost?
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Mark/Dylan
6/19/2016 20:16:44
"Don't. I don't want you out of my sight anymore. Understand?" -Mark
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Carrington
6/19/2016 20:19:24
I replied on the blogpost
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